basketbball.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
sigh. i got a new com some time ago =) but unfortuanately it cant access blogger and friendster! sheesh. lol. that's why i havent updated in like forever. heheh. science results today.i'm gonna DIE.
in the com lab now doing some survey. then i finished too fast and the teacher asked me to do stuff for her -_- lol. YEAH MRS KWAN'S FINALLY GONE! haha. she went out to do dunno what la. and now suddenly instead of all the clicking heard just now, everyone seems to be typing. and everyone knows that you dont need to be typing to do a survey =p heehee. oh well. the exams are over and no one really cares anyway so it's ok la =p
heheh i did so badly for EVERYTHING i think i'm gonna get into single science next year.. think it's for the bottom 20 in the level right? well.. yeah i think i'm the bottom 20. but at least if i get into that class i'll have less subjects to study right? =/
dunno that might not be a good thing cos... i'll have less career choices for the future? lol. ah wells =) omg i think all my muscles loosened and now i'm quite flabby. but according to elissa, trng starts soon. hope so =)) btw, i bought a size 6 ball =))
i made the shot at
8:09 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
it's all over. i THINK ive finally accepted it to the extent that i dont show it much.
jolene, jolyn, clarissa, jin ning: thanks for being there for me when i needed someone the most-i couldnt have gone through what i did without you =) iloveyou! =))
i made the shot at
9:02 AM
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
i made the shot at
9:00 AM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
wha.. you know i actually found the time to write this really LOOOONG blog entry during the holidays but just when i finished, guess what.. my computer HUNG. oh god i was so annoyed like how could this have happened to me? hahaha.. i couldnt be bothered to write it all over again later when my com was ok.. heheh.. hrmm.. ok been really busy during the holidays.. going for the under-14 tournament and everyth.. hrm.. met alot of my old friends through all the bball matches and stuff, so i guess it was ok.. =)
oh gosh i can still taste the glutinous rice i ate just now xp yeah there wasnt really alot of stuff to eat that was light cos we needed to go move sports equipment fr the old sports rm to the new one.. for cip hours. =) so now ive got 4 i think.. got 3 more to do. heheh i can't believe it jennet did 26 cip hours last5 yr. i think i did like 11 or sth.. heh my jersey number. wha hope i can keep this number till sec4 man.. i really love it sosososososomuch.. whee! x) iloveit. heehee.. oh gosh i'm in the ITR now and it's FREEZING! heheh.. wha sch started yesterday. i was SO shocked that i managed to finish ALL the holiday hw in the afternoon on the day before school.. lol. ah well guess it was because i didnt get much chinese x) hee.
whaaaa past vs. present's coming up quite soon.. wonder what the sec2s are gonna do this year-last year we did this talentime kinda thing with american idol judges. heheh it was quite fun la. ok, not really. maybe cos i dont really have any "fun" memories from it.
wow. i think i havent gone to church in like 3 weeks or something.. now i know what it's like to be the bad girl church skipper. ok it's not really bad girl la.. it's cos i ALWAYS over sleep cos i'm too tired from some bball match the day before x) ok first south zone match starts this thursday. against st marg's i think.. hey wait i was posted there haha. hrm oh well. wish me luck. =)
i made the shot at
4:26 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
sigh hrm the holidays are coming really soon.. wed and thurs got no school.. got ptd.. oh well at least i can sleep in.. x) hehehehehe. i injured my arm on saturday.. cant rmb how.. but it hurts at my shoulder there..now can't play bball properly already sighhh..quite hectic la.. now there's all sorts of skill tests and worksheets for bball to complete.. can't even finish man.. hrm.. surprisingly, there's less trng during the hols.. hrm.. was quite disappointed at first.. but you realise- i'll have more free time to do my own things and go out. heheh.
sian who'd thought that on the last day of school, SOOOO many things would be due? like our hist project.. havent even started looking up on it yet.. and when school reopens we'll have new seating arrangements. *GASP* i'm fine with where i'm sitting and who i'm sitting with. i like vivien okayy. she's nice and cute heehee. =) so sad that it only lasted for about 2 months.. =( ah well..
school holidays-there are two different sides to it. the good side and the bad side. the good thing is that we all get to go out (for those who dont already go out everyday), have fun and destress. the bad thing is that we'll miss our friends for the WHOLE holiday, be forced to study and possibly get grounded? heh i dunno. whatever it is, whoopie. heh. ah wells. at least there'll be bball trng and bballers and bballs! ahahahahaha. i'm thinking of bringing them to my house for FOOD again. heehee. see how first la. i wanna go out! =))
i feel happy
i look happy
i'm thinking happy
i am happy! hee.
jennet/elissa/shuya knows why. *wink* hehe. shant say anymore.
i made the shot at
9:18 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
hrm.. good for a change right? decided to start using a different colour to post.. =) i like this colour. it's nice and fresh. x)
whaaa bball competitions are in like a month.. die arhh. and can you believe that we dont know who's in the team yet? the pressure.. the stress.. all quite distracting.. it's a bit too much stress to be called HEALTHY stress la, that's all. oh well. the only people who are confirmed are the capt and vice capt, so..yup.. you know i just realised that there are so many things that the bballers are competing against each other for.. it's a good thing that the captain problem is over.. but now there's all this confusion and gossipping about who's going to get into the team. and as for those people who arent talked about as qualifiers..instead theyre DEBATED on-whether they'll be in the first five. i mean.. hai. it's better to just let nature take its course right? no need for all the backstabbing.. all this crap only breaks up our team. hrm.. it's fine now, but just wait and see.. problems will appear. that's all.
haha me and fush stayed back again after sch to practise bball.. then when everyone else went home we were still talking.. we talked about a lot of things la.. it's good to catch up. =) i agree with fush.. the fact that both of us would have made IT well together man.. sigh. if only time didnt pass by so fast- so many things i wish i could change have escaped beyond my reach. i now realise that i wont have THAT CHANCE ever again. even in sec 4. sian ah.. why does life have to end this way? argghh. too bad then.
wheeheeheehee hols are coming.. =) but because of *something, i'm super determined to study my ass off. i dont care if i ever change her mind; it made me realise that grades can spoil EVERYTHING. no matter how hard you tried or pushed yourself, no matter how much effort and determination you put into training and correcting your bad habits, no matter how much you practised or improved, doesnt matter whether you had WHAT IT TAKES, with skills, abilities, confidence.. i THOUGHT i had it all. for TWO WHOLE MISERABLE YEARS i thought i had it coming. under control.. WELL within my reach. i was even PREPARED for it by those who were the decision makers. the ones who spurred me on. but when one problem is solved, another arises. i overcame my confidence. not long ago in fact, but i NEVER thought about grades.
all of a sudden, reality hit me hard in the face- the excruciating pain of failure made me realise my mistake.
but i guess it was just too late.
i made the shot at
9:36 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
sighh.. you know the previous post? it was actually a bit of a mistake. apparently someone went and tagged "on kerriann's behalf".so for all out there who were uh.. "insulted", i'm sorry. yes, I'M SORRY. doesnt really matter i dont really care if i get somemore insulting tags on this innocent entry-i didnt do anything to isult you-why come and scam me? sometimes we all just wonder why the world was made in this way. why cant people stop critisising, backstabbing, bitching, and gossiping about others. sure, it's human nature. if you come and confront me and accuse me for being a mere human, go ahead. cos i know youre guilty of it too. but before we do these things in future, just remember to think carefully about what we do. anyway, if you people out there just wanna read my blog for the purpose of finding fault in it, just piss off. this is just what i think about life and everyone's entitled to their own opinions. if you wanna voice yours, go voice them somewhere else. like YOUR OWN blog for example. sheesh. i dont really care anymore about what other people tell me. at the end of the day, it's no use. even if i made an effort to change TO PLEASE ALL OF THEM, they wouldnt notice-they'd just keep talking and spreading rubbish. I AM NOT A LESBIAN. who the hell would think that? if i was, i wouldnt have normal crushes on normal boys like everyone else in the cohort does. just because i'm extra close to one of you sc girls doesnt make me crooked. you people really are narrow-minded. making assumptions and spreading it to the whole freakin school before you clarify with evidence. and what your friends tell you is NOT evidence.
nevermind. everyone's not perfect.
it's just a matter of whether we choose to let
the good outshine the bad,
or the bad to overshadow the good.
i made the shot at
7:44 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
haha excuse me my DEAREST kerriann please stop vandalising my tag board. i find it mildly-no, ghastly irritating. heh. tag boards werent made for insulting people you know. anyway, to retaliate, who said i was talking about you? sheesh. so touchy.. eh dont be ego la the world doesnt revolve around YOU. so buzzoff. really-go ask other people; i'm sure theyll say the same thing. here i am trying to vent my anger on MY blog. so STOP trying to tell me what i can and cannot write here cos it's MY property. blogs are for venting.i suggest you go get one. =)
hrm.. and just for your own general knowledge, i NEVER eat in class anymore. that's because ive got a prefect as a good friend and you dont. ive stopped doing the bad things i did-even though i didnt do as much as you-because i care about how pressurised she must feel having to keep on warning and telling her OWN FRIENDS off. have you ever taken a step back to consider how she might feel? you see, there's a big diff between knowing and understanding. i dont think you understand though you say you do. if you did, you wouldnt keep on doing the bad things you do even if she didnt tell you to stop, because she's supposed to be your FRIEND.
arent friends supposed to do that for each other? think about each other? look out for each other? think seriously. reflect, carefully. this entry DEDICATED TO YOU is not some biased crap because i dont like you. it's just some honest advice that i'm willing to waste this part of my blog on. it's up to you to decide whether you wanna believe it or not. if you dont believe me, go ask other people whether they should continue to eat in class if their so called "declared" best friend was a prefect and she had already warned you. if you want her to treat you like a best friend, you jolly well act like one first. youve gotta EARN people's respect you know. and i'm just saying.
ive earned mine. have you?
i made the shot at
7:42 PM
.desired.